Focus returns

Focus returns. 1.18.2011 12.15 moon’s life

A full moon comes again. Yet, it is the full moons first time here. The word again is taken out. Then the real appears.

Something New. Maybe the idea of it being the same moon is a misunderstanding.

What here in this as if world is Old? – no thing

She came through the door, I have known the name a long time, the physical appearance, yet she is New, never known, nor met in a as if past!

This is the Minds confusion to think from the past thought.

Yet, the New is always coming- pouring fourth in the as if now.

Ah, is that so?

I asked her, and I heard (as if) “no”..

Discontent. Sadness begins to emerge. Of the Old.

There is no need to try to deny or stop it, let it come freely as it wishes,

Yet,a smile of a calm knowing and ok one appears to the front…. because it knows that the universe is a mystery, nothing has been “Lost, taken, or hurt” absolutely nothing, nothing, nothing.

Just a smile and a gentle appearing turn in a streams path.

There is a freeing in not fighting against ones nature, ones gifts that are brought. And the gift of something not doing what mind is thinking it wants. When mind doesn’t even know, just thinks it knows what is good for it..the understanding that when something appears to leave also is the gift received! There is no taking and giving in this life actually, just constant pouring of the New.

So, I literally send a message ..is that so. With a smile, or with the original relaxed unmanipulated face. One day I can just have this smile come and not need to put the words out.

Just a relaxed face.